MY NEW YEAR ENDING...

Assalammualaikum all.... hepi new year to all readers....

Today is 1st Jan 2013... my first entri for this new year...

This ending2012 for me not blast as last year...this year ending are so make me #*&#*#...

Im writing this entry by listening to my fav song PIMP... it really can be my backup song for this entri...

For this end year, i take aleave for spending time with my family without any distraction.... unfortunately i cant do that....

We are heading to Melaka for this end of year... for a few day, im really happy can spend  full concentration to my lovely hubby n 2child...

The happiest was grab from me on the 31st Dec 2012... the last day we at Melaka, my batt out of power... i charged it. We out to the beach with my family.

When im back to home, i see my handphone, im shocked.... i have 21 missed call from office, 2 unread msg from office n wassap too about office... so frustrated... ok fine, the workis about me, ok fine... but something small matter that i think no need to make a call also call me? What the heck?? Then thing happen when me want to bring my dotter to toilet, office call me. I put my dotterat toilet and left to return office call.. there my work that i need to finish... who can i depends on... otherwise, my job only 1 person know but unfortunately she's on leave too....so nobody cani depend on.... finish talking, i heard my dotter crying.... i ran out to her, n i think she fell from toilet bowl...oh man!! My hubby justl look at me without saying anything... but i know he angry with me...  he just walk away from me.... then i bring my dotter to the room and sit infront of lappy with my work.... can u imagine.... in my leave, i am doing my work!!!!!! My hubby come to me and jeling to me.... Oh My Gucci!!! I cant face it but i have too my dear...sorry.. i try to finish it asap.... but i cant... my hubby ask me to pack our stuff n back to puchong... with my condition like that, i just take all our stuff and throw to the bag and zip it... settle... then continue doing my work... my hubby call n ask me to bring all the stuff... luckily, i have a nice cousin who 'tapau' me the lunch because she know im not eat yet... so settle that, i save my half done work at my cousin usb then continue at home..

OTW to home, my phone ringing ask the estimation... im so frustrated.... just arrived, helping take out all the stuff from car, im rushing to office to take a few docs... arrived at office at 6.45, try to open the door suddenly i stop... why??? Becausd my access card left at office... without access cars, its really impossible to get in to the office.... why so baddddd.... i fell like wanna cry at there.... then, i remember my officemate that stay near to office... i try to call her a few times... not my luck cos cannot reach her.. so i decide to go home with full of frustration in my heart...

Just arrived at home, she has msg me... ermmm its too late because im already at home... a few hour heading to 2013... me with my lappy in my room doing my work... then my hubby said" x habis2 lg ke dgn kerja tu?" Im just look down... what can i say.... he ask me to see his cousin at stall with the kids... ermmm, gtg... accompany him, then back to home... rush i open lappy and continue my work until 12 oclock n listen to firework... feel wanna cry...

This morning, wake early continue that thing untill finish n wassap my boss the figure... dont want listen my hubby say something again... really frust with myself....

Well happy new year guys....

posted by : AzanIda